IntentionallyMeBrie

Honesty is something that I want to work on. 

Pure honesty. 

With myself and with my creator. 

I’m unsure about this relationship.

Sometimes I want to run away because this isn’t the life I dreamed of. 

My life isn’t the worst. I’m grateful. I have a roof over my head, food on the table, and clothes on my back. I can pay my bills without struggle. I’m blessed, incredibly blessed. 

But.. 

Sometimes, I dislike this relationship. I dislike what it brings out of me. 

I’m trying to heal, move forward, and grow… I get triggered in this relationship, and I hate that. 

I don’t like being triggered. I believe people should bring out the best, push you to make you grow, but what happens if they bring out the side that makes you shut down… angry… Are they the right person for you? 

I’m not looking for answers or people’s opinions, so I don’t speak about my relationship(s). 

I’m only expressing myself to get the words out of my brain and onto paper. 

What does a real relationship look like?